SAYING YES TO THE PORSCHE, SUCCESS, + SOUL DESIRES
So.. whether or not this is socially acceptable - I’m just gonna say it.
I GOT SO MUCH FUCKING PRIDE; FOR WALKING INTO THAT PORSCHE DEALERSHIP - BEING THE YOUNGEST BUYER THERE, THE ONLY FEMALE, AND DAMN SURE THE ONLY ASIAN… and buying myself my dream car.
A bunch of white old dudes telling me “how proud I should be of myself for being 26 and getting a Porsche” and that “I look hot in this car.”
Like thanks, I know. Didn’t need you to tell me that. I own it.
Cause walking in there was as normal as buying my groceries. BECAUSE, I MADE IT THAT WAY.
I did the fucking work.
I stayed up late nights, figuring shit out.
Teaching myself how to be the CEO of a business.
Learning how to sell, how to be a better mentor, how to manage a team.
Investing almost $100k so far into my business mentoring/systems/courses/teammembers; when there was no clear indication that any of it would work out, except for the faith I had in myself and my drive.
I stuck through the broke, frustrated, angry moments.
I never. fucking. gave. up.
I kept my dreams BIG.
I made helping others my priority - and held onto the belief that it would all come back to me, but that I’d do it for the love of it.
And at the same time.. through the journey of this last year of building my business; I had SUCH a hard time, allowing myself to feel like a success.
Afraid that if I actually admitted I was successful.. that I’d lose my drive. My fire. And if I talked about how successful I actually am, that I’d be outcasted. That others would envy me and the people that I’d known and loved wouldn’t feel the same about me.
A real fear, that kept me small. A real fear, that held me back. A real fear, that made me put off the purchase of this car for SIX. FUCKING. MONTHS.
“What if I’m not actually good enough for this? What if I walk into the dealership and they think I’m not worthy?”
“What if my success was a fluke and I can’t afford the car in a year?”
“What if I get judged and people call me a greedy asshole?”
“WHAT IF I ACTUALLY ADMITTED HOW AMAZING I’M DOING AND PEOPLE HATE ME FOR THAT?!”
… I PUT EXCUSE, after excuse, after roadblock, in my way.
“I just have to work with my financial advisor for a few months first.”
“I just have to save $50k for taxes first” (I don’t even owe that much lol).
“I just have to call some banks about financing but I don’t have time right now.”
“I just have to launch this program first because more cash in the bank will make me feel ready.”
I was afraid, to say YES; to my desires. Afraid to ACKNOWLEDGE MY SUCCESS.
But one thing I know for sure after this experience?
Avoiding your greatness, and your success, for the sake of keeping others safe..
KEEPS YOU SMALL.
KEEPS YOU IN A NORMAL ASS, BORING LIFE.
KEEPS YOU IN LACK, AND SCARCITY.
KEEPS YOU FROM SHARING YOUR GREATNESS WITH THE DAMN WORLD; AND CHANGING LIVES.
Saying NO to my desires; telling myself that my desires are bad or wrong, based off of ‘society’s’ expectations.. not talking about these sorts of things, or this car (I even avoided writing this blog post)..
is like ASKING the universe to say NO to more success.
it’s like saying NO THANKS, I DON’T WANT THE DREAM HOME, THE AMAZING CLIENTS, THE CAR, THE FIRST CLASS TRAVEL. THAT’S FOR OTHER PEOPLE, BUT NOT ME. I HAVEN’T EARNED IT YET.
You wanna earn it?
Start by allowing yourself to have what you desire.
START BY EVEN ALLOWING YOURSELF TO THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU MIGHT DESIRE.
Because if you find yourself.. saying "not yet" "I have to do xyz first" "I don't think my husband/mom/dog/pet rock would approve" ...
it means you need to fuckin do it.
BECAUSE.. I know you.
I know that you want to put everyone else before yourself.
I know that that is how you feel like you’re “enough.”
I know that that’s how you feel safe. You feel like you’ll stay included, forever.
And I know - that you will keep yourself playing small in the sandbox forever - by not saying YES to your SOUL DESIRES.
Earning an average amount (which pisses you off.)
Getting just ok clients that are actually kinda shitty (that makes you resentful.)
Frustrated at a team that isn’t right for you (and doing everything yourself.)
You’re saying no, to ease. To success.
YES is a choice.
BUILDING YOUR DREAM FUCKING LIFE IS A CHOICE.
And I would know, cause THIS GIRL (aka me) started out from living at home with her mom, borrowing money from her dad for her first biz course.. scraping the fuck by, only motivated by the vision of the life that I knew was coming for me.
And then doing. the. damn. WORK.
ARE YOU READY TO DO THE DAMN WORK?
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DON’T KNOW WHY, but God, I’m listening!
AND.. it feels aligned to donate 20% to my favorite dog rescue group Vindicated Pit Bull Rescue
💜 They have a litter of 9 puppies right now with pneumonia and kennel cough and need lots of help with vet bills. These babies were one day away from euthanasia before they were rescued. Soooo ok Universe... going with it!
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